To scared to pray


He is my world now, my unsung hero ๐Ÿ˜‡
His depths are amazing to meโ€ฆ a young woman’s hope of a true man .. materialized…

With the patience if a saint … With my rebel ass โ€ฆ I’m not easy and sometimes I am overwhelming unknowingly.
My ADHD at it’s finest.

But he breezes through it and calms me down like a champ at the same time.

Handling me perfectly, and sincerely.ย  His charisma is off tha chain in every way, in my eyes. He truly is my HERO. Saved me from drowning and it was unnoticed by most but he saw right through me…

And cared anyway…
He looks past my unique health issues that will never go away n still makes love to me with an amazing passion.

It’s obvious to me He finds me seXy and I find that really attractive.

He couldn’t make love to me the way he does and not have feelings for me in some way.ย  ๐Ÿ’• See my blog post “Beyond the scope of normal”
https://wp.me/paI9nk-2G

I feel his feelings are ever so strong (maybe they don’t match mine but that doesn’t matter, I know he cares) and I know it’s just my hopes.

He may never admit it but I already know. I don’t have to hear him say any special words to me because I already know by his actions.ย 
That’s enough for me. I’m not going to change, I’m going to keep being me.ย  The real me he brought out for the world to finally see.
I finally found ME!ย  It’s a process of learning who I am after not knowing my whole life.

Love is a verb.ย  His actions speak volumesโ€ฆfrom his true character. He is a real man, unlike no other I have ever met in my life. I’m in awe of him today.

He truly sees the real me, deep inside my core.ย  He found me, and in doing so I pledged my loyalty happily forever, automatically… inside. He also was blessed with the utmost patience with me!

God gave me to him on purpose for the very purpose of showing me who I was as well as helping me through this weird and difficult time in my life.

I harbor a deep respect for this man, a beyond love. (because it’s so much more than what the surface definition shows)ย  It is a soul connection, met at the deep emotional level, mixed in with a deep sexual connection.ย  Both of these together make an UNBEATABLE connection.
This is a true warrior soul showing me my own worth.ย ย  He’s my answered prayer that I was too scared to prayโ€ฆ.. But God heard anyway.

God gave me to him knowing that I would love him beyond all reason ~ to never take him away.ย Now, I always pray.

Like my fb page dedicated to my bfwb

Other posts about my bfwb:
Where does the love go

NEVERLAND for mature readers


A real man

Just maybe

Tears falling down

The imprint of you on my heart

Beyond the scope of normal for mature readers


Why

Agonizing fear




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