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๐Hayyy I'm cheLLe ๐ Thank yOu for visiting my perSOnaL bLOg! ๐คฝ kiCk back and chiLL with me โ๏ธ Writing is definitely my life's paSSiOn โ๏ธ it has been since I was in high school ๐ฉโ๐ only I never thought I was good enough (for many reasons explained throughout my posts) so, I just stopped writing around my early 20s ๐ It wasn't until I became dead set and determined to work past many emotional issues from childhood ๐ถ did my paSSiOn for writing return ๐ driving me to pursue writing as more than just journaling ๐my journey in pursuit of self awareness has been bittersweetโ๏ธI have shed beyond several tons of tears from wondering "What could have been if this wouldn't have happened … ๐งyet, as i progressed through my journey โต i also found myself experiencing a HUGE sense of relief ๐ง that brought about a depth of wisdom and peace inside that I'm forever grateful for โก My hope, through this blog, is that YOU GUYS ๐ my readers, will "feel" my words, my emotions, the core of me as you click through my posts ๐ The lessons I've learned ๐ cost me dearly โa cost i wasn't willing to pay ๐ง๏ธit cost me damn near everything I had and I'm talking about more than just money ๐ฅ it cost me a large part of my "heart" ๐ฐ I have just recently dicovered (after a light bulb moment) how emotionally important it was for me to love myself and that was the catalyst that reignited the intense burning desire deep within me, the paSSiOn to write once again ๐ Yes, it wasn't easy to break through years of wrongful emotional conditioning ๐ฎ However, I cannot change anything from the past ๐ I'm not bitter nor do I feel sorry for myself and might I add, that I'm definitely not looking for pity ๐บ all I hope for is ๐ฃ that through any battles I've fought, is that YOU GUYS as my readers, possibly be helped to realize that you don't have to stay in a bad place (emotionally or physically) and couple that ๐ญ with a lot of mind power blended with the amount of determination needed in order to press on despite your circumstances ๐น you can also conquer your emotional demons ๐ I'm now closer to the person I was always meant to be before darkness swooped in my life, knowing I was to young to fight โณhelping someone that may be having similar struggles help make my own demons disappear ๐๏ธ though I'm a new personal blogger ๐ I touch on some of these special topics, including: ๐ถ forgiveness being possible even when you still hate ๐ mental health disorders ๐ (stigma-shame-daily battle of coping) ๐ฃ living with low self esteem and confidence many years, yet breaking free and gaining it all back ๐จ horrors of being a victim of DV ๐ the freedom felt in becoming a SURVIVOR from DV as well as drug addiction ๐ dealing with stigma & shame of homelessness ๐ overcoming life's many challenges ๐ช๏ธ emotional anxiety terrorsโกbeing raised by a narcissistic mother ๐ฒ breaking the cycle of choosing a toxic or abusive partner ๐ relationship and seXual issues ๐ซ heartache from breakup ๐ท pain of loneliness ๐ fear of dying โฑ๏ธ tips when facing self improvement ๐ฅ ADHD daily battles of crazy-thoughts-crashes-anxiety-hyperfocus ๐ต I find that when I reach out ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ง to others it gives me a peace ๐ฃ YOU ARE NOT alone in whatever battle you are presently fighting ๐คบ I can promise you that my posts will not be boring ๐คธ Please LEAVE COMMENTS and follow me โ๏ธI really do care what YOU GUYS … my readers … think ๐ Hugs ๐ cheLLe ๐
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๐Hayyy I'm cheLLe ๐ Thank yOu for visiting my perSOnaL bLOg! ๐คฝ kiCk back and chiLL with me โ๏ธ Writing is definitely my life's paSSiOn โ๏ธ it has been since I was in high school ๐ฉโ๐ only I never thought I was good enough (for many reasons explained throughout my posts) so, I just stopped writing around my early 20s ๐ It wasn't until I became dead set and determined to work past many emotional issues from childhood ๐ถ did my paSSiOn for writing return ๐ driving me to pursue writing as more than just journaling ๐my journey in pursuit of self awareness has been bittersweetโ๏ธI have shed beyond several tons of tears from wondering "What could have been if this wouldn't have happened ... ๐งyet, as i progressed through my journey โต i also found myself experiencing a HUGE sense of relief ๐ง that brought about a depth of wisdom and peace inside that I'm forever grateful for โก My hope, through this blog, is that YOU GUYS ๐ my readers, will "feel" my words, my emotions, the core of me as you click through my posts ๐ The lessons I've learned ๐ cost me dearly โa cost i wasn't willing to pay ๐ง๏ธit cost me damn near everything I had and I'm talking about more than just money ๐ฅ it cost me a large part of my "heart" ๐ฐ I have just recently dicovered (after a light bulb moment) how emotionally important it was for me to love myself and that was the catalyst that reignited the intense burning desire deep within me, the paSSiOn to write once again ๐ Yes, it wasn't easy to break through years of wrongful emotional conditioning ๐ฎ However, I cannot change anything from the past ๐ I'm not bitter nor do I feel sorry for myself and might I add, that I'm definitely not looking for pity ๐บ all I hope for is ๐ฃ that through any battles I've fought, is that YOU GUYS as my readers, possibly be helped to realize that you don't have to stay in a bad place (emotionally or physically) and couple that ๐ญ with a lot of mind power blended with the amount of determination needed in order to press on despite your circumstances ๐น you can also conquer your emotional demons ๐ I'm now closer to the person I was always meant to be before darkness swooped in my life, knowing I was to young to fight โณhelping someone that may be having similar struggles help make my own demons disappear ๐๏ธ though I'm a new personal blogger ๐ I touch on some of these special topics, including: ๐ถ forgiveness being possible even when you still hate ๐ mental health disorders ๐ (stigma-shame-daily battle of coping) ๐ฃ living with low self esteem and confidence many years, yet breaking free and gaining it all back ๐จ horrors of being a victim of DV ๐ the freedom felt in becoming a SURVIVOR from DV as well as drug addiction ๐ dealing with stigma & shame of homelessness ๐ overcoming life's many challenges ๐ช๏ธ emotional anxiety terrorsโกbeing raised by a narcissistic mother ๐ฒ breaking the cycle of choosing a toxic or abusive partner ๐ relationship and seXual issues ๐ซ heartache from breakup ๐ท pain of loneliness ๐ fear of dying โฑ๏ธ tips when facing self improvement ๐ฅ ADHD daily battles of crazy-thoughts-crashes-anxiety-hyperfocus ๐ต I find that when I reach out ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ง to others it gives me a peace ๐ฃ YOU ARE NOT alone in whatever battle you are presently fighting ๐คบ I can promise you that my posts will not be boring ๐คธ Please LEAVE COMMENTS and follow me โ๏ธI really do care what YOU GUYS ... my readers ... think ๐ Hugs ๐ cheLLe ๐