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… my SouL cries … ❤️MY PERSONAL STORY (part three of three)

God had already been working on my son’s behalf.  I didn’t care about myself, I just was to be sure that he was going to be taken care of while my gut cringed up painfully, with the thought of being away from him. I cannot find the words to tell you how dark and alone I felt, not to mention what a worthless piece of crap I was for allowing this to happen to us.

Speculating Inside

Deep inside thoughtsRampaging through my brain …Darting here, thereand everywhereWanting to stopthem, yet they pull my chain … Stopping those recollectionshowever they won’t halt …Insurmountable emotionsCascade through my bodyWithering down, as I realizethey are my own fault … Ping pong reflectionsBouncing all aroundmy mind …Holding them downto see what theyhave to sayis what I willContinue reading “Speculating Inside”

Acceptance on Life’s Terms

Acceptance … The acceptanceof all myproblemson this very dayand at this very time …Because it’s notjust aboutthe hardestuphill climb … Acceptance … It’s difficultto graspthat I sometimesjust get distressedbecause ofcertain factorsin my life …Some person,place or situationI’m findingunacceptableto meAll it iscausing isa whole lotof inside strife … Acceptance … No serenityfor meuntil I acceptthe person,placeContinue reading “Acceptance on Life’s Terms”

For You, Ace …

Rest easy Ace
Until you are able
to rest in peace …
When the rest
of them
are finally caught
is when your
peace will start …
Their cries
for mercy
will not be heard
but they will cease …
Because we will be
praying with
all of our hearts …

Cajun

Wow You are pricelessto meRegardless ofwhat others may say …It’s a real miraclewe bothbecame closeas we didn’t knowif the other would stay … Wow You are such anawesome true friendto me …I am so dumbfoundedyet filled withinsurmountable glee … Damn You and I really hit it offfreaking both of usout for real …Not believing itwasContinue reading “Cajun”

respect yourself ❤️

Noone else can respect you, if you do not respect yourself.

So show respect for yourself and people will notice and feel it from your very character that emulates from your soul ❤️

Wisdom is gold

I’m glad wisdom found me the older I became …

It snuck up on me so quickly …

Looking for it so hard that I became quite disdain …

Perpetual madness of the mind

Heinous taunts come from the thoughts that aren’t mine, making this world seem unfeeling, not giving me any consolation. Making me stay in this miserable place. No matter how I fight, I cannot leave …

cOmpLeteLy me 👠

They don’t have permission to see, the complete me or the me I was always supposed to be … I’m NOT GOING TO ALLOW THEM ~ TO HURT ANYMORE OF ME …

🎸 rOCk candy QUEEN

You will find her dancing with the demons of addiction, heartbreak and pain – they know you will eventually give in to their strong demands once again – while you falsely think that they accept you – yet really they do not –

… that’s just get you hooked so they are able to harass you relentlessly – down that vile path that you tried so hard to adopt … because by then – they are laughing at you – watching you – as you realize in horror –

THAT YOU’RE UNABLE TO STOP …

💕 where does the love 💕 go? revised 04-21*

… It’s a horrible ache stabbing into my soul that I’ve ever known because of one heart.

I can promise you, right from the start. I will never depart, it’s worth it to me from the tale of two hearts …

beyOnd beSt friendS 👫

… He is my hero as well as my best friend and beyond … BEYOND benefits BEYOND love and BEYOND best friends … I am so in awe I can barely respond … he is so much BEYOND the traditional boyfriend …

💕Loving “yOu” iS CruCiaL

It was through the desire of wanting to get to know myself that led me to the fact of needing to forgive myself. It was through that forgiveness, that I came to accept myself. Lastly, it was through that acceptance, that I was able to FINALLY truly love myself, unconditionally.

anXiety tries to rule … 😵

In the challenging ADHD moments of anxiety times ten … Much to my chagrin … Scattered thoughts pounding down on me like a hard fast rain … Closing my eyes I try to escape – I was locked in this moment I that being said … I am just gonna have to deal with this pain … ADHD is never going to be tame …

💧memories … roll down my cheeks💧

… dedicated to my amazing son who is graduating 🎓 this month and the tragedy he faced that triggered this domino effect sending the two of us on separate journey’s 🚶 through the obstacles my son pushed forward 🏃even after his fathers sad and heartbreaking 🕺 unexpected death 👤 still he pressed on 👲 until the present day TRIUMPH of graduating high school 👩‍🚒 This poem focuses on how this bittersweet victory showing how raw determination 🎓 true love 🙏 prayer 🌪️ and heartache can anchor inside your soul 👩‍🎓 driving you to succeed 🙏 against all odds 🎓

The endless cycle

… … hyper isn’t far …

Finally

Smoke, swirling around each separately …

A REAL MAN

… They call me NAIVE for truly trusting you. That you are doing those things when away from me …

remembering alone

… Sadness always tries to overwhelm my soul, because you see … I’m now finally becoming me. The me I was always supposed to be …

Just maybe …

… Igniting my soul with a flame higher than the clouds … Oh yes, you’re in most every thought that’s

Floating down, passing up all the rest …

🌼you may feel broken, but you don’t need fixing!!!

It’s easy to think of certain feelings or thoughts as bad for us and we naturally want to make them stop. We avoid them, we distract ourselves, and then we ultimately try to fix these “broken” parts of our lives……..

Tears running down … 💧

Don’t make me pay with tears
because you know how much I care.
My heart is pretty fragile
but you think it’s made of steel…